Craaaaaaaaaaaap!!!

I had this post going about work and i was two paragraphs into it when something weird happen. It disappeared, so I don't know. It's hard enough to come up with stuff to write about let alone try to rewrite it when it disappears. I want to throw something! Good anger management skills!

HAPPY 86th BIRTHDAY GRAMMA!

Work is rough at 6am. THe lady I am training with is constantly making fun of my zombie like behavior. I think I am only fully awake after lunch. I take a nap during morning break, and generally just don't talk until afternoon. I try to pay attention but the attention span is seriously affected by sleep deprivation. I am working on going to bed early! (i swear I am going to bed after i write this) It's gotten a little better, but I'm also combing that at the same time as running on a consistent basis and that just makes me even more tired. BUt also I need to find something I can eat in the morning twinkies and cupcakes aren't working well. Yogurt maybe? Fruit goes bad too fast. I don't know, I'd love a little steak and eggs, but no way in hell am I waking up earlier than 30 minutes before I have to be at work.

I am defintely acting more like an "adult" trying to get into a routine. But I know as soon as I get too comfortable I'm going to want to do something spontaneous or just different to show that I am not stuck to my routine. I hope I get vacation at work!