7.16.2006

Where you want to be

I think you'll all agree with, Moose don't belong in Brazil. But unfortunately, that's how it goes. Manny Moose is headed back to Brazil tomorrow. He had a good run in the United States. If you wanna see a picture of the moose, you can check him out on myspace. I'll miss him! He was such a happy baby!
I spent the day with my mom's side of the family yesterday. It was a lot of fun. It's amazing the connection you can feel to people even though you only see them once or twice a year. We go to my aunt's house (which she is selling by the way, very unfortunate) It has a pond which we swim in. We just hang out in the backyard, swim, drink, play cards, and eat. I do have a bit of redneck in me, but I only let it come out once or twice a year.
I want to be somewhere else, i always want to be somewhere else, and not only do I want to be somewhere else, I want to be everywhere. I don't want to miss a thing, i want to be at a wedding, a graduation party, a funeral, and a family reunion all in the same day. I want to be at a bar, playing poker, swimming, or seeing a movie. I want to be at work and be in the sun. I don't ever want to sleep, because if you sleep you miss something. I want to stretch myself so thin that I can't possibly ever stop. I want to play every sport at any time. I don't want to be watching tv, sitting on the computer too long, or playing video games. I want to play the bagpipes. I want to be in a band, but not for the music, for the girls. I want to travel to every european country, half of the central/south american countries, a couple African nations, and a good blend of the Asian continent. I want to be a free spirit, but I also want to be able to share my spirit with someone.
I want a lot of things, I want too much, i want so much I can't focus on one thing long enough. Every shiny glitterty thing distracts me. How can I roll all of my wants into one lifetime. How can i do everything i want to do in such a short amount of time. And how can I pay for any of it, if I don't have a job because I always want to be somewhere else?
And so it goes, can I be where I want to be and not be there at the same time?

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